What I wont and dont say~

I wont say "I'll never make u cry"

But I'll make u smile before ur tears get dry...

I wont say "I'll never tell u a lie"

But If I do, I do it for a reason, some day I'll tell u why...

I don't say "we'll never have a fight"

But I'll say I'm really sorry when I realize u were right...

I don't say "Life together will be... easy & bright"

But when things get tough, I'll hold u tight to me...

I got nothing more to say, got nothing more to prove...
But Always remember...
♥ I love you forever! ♥

walk away~

There I was seeing you again,

everywhere I go, the places just remind me of you. 

There I was shutting my eyes,

shutting my heart from remembering every single details,

of me and you.

Pretending is the best way.

I know I can say your name now without feeling guilt,

sad,

or hate.

To hate you is just something that I cannot do.

I still shut my eyes.

I listen to my heart.

"It's okay. Even if it hurts"

 

 

 

p/s: c&p..

p/s/s : its happened as same as mine..

~SEMINIT perkenalan tak bermakna JATUH CINTA... ♥

~SEJAM berbual tak bermakna SAYANG... ♥

~SEMINGGU mengenali tak bermakna sudah MEMAHAMI... ♥

~SEBULAN bersama tak bermakna MEMILIKI... ♥

~BERTAHUN dalam ikatan tak bermakna hubungan itu KUKUH... ♥

~CINTA yang datang cepat...cepat jua ianya berubah HATI...♥

dear me...

dear me,

do you know that your parent love you? 

 you know right.

do you know that your friends love you?

you know right.

do you know that outside there a lot of guys trying their best just to be your friend?

you know but you just ignore them.

why??

my girlfriends tried to recommend a few guys for me just to make sure that I'm happy. even my boyfriends giving me a lot of advices. thanks guys. and there a few person willing to sacrifice just for me.

A : just give me a chance to prove. i just asked you to be mine just for a week, then, u can give ur answer.

me : sorry, i cant.

A : kau mmg dah dingin mcm ais batu kn..

me: ....silent......

F : why?

me : i cant, if i do it, i just consider you as a rebound.

F : hurm..i dont care if it will make you happy. 

me : r u insane??

F : idk, i just wanna hear ur laugh again. dats all matter to me..

me : ...(psycho betol mamat neh)...

Z : are u ok??

me : er.. why?

Z : i heard u ....sad..

me : do i look like im sad??

Z : yes, obviously. your eyes looked bloated. your face look pale and sad.

me : nah, i just tired. thats all.

Z : i heard from F that you....

me : its nothing..

Z : if you think having a rebound can make you happy, go on..

me : im not that cruel oke.

Z : sometime you need to be cruel for your happiness..

me : .....silent.......

well, there three crazy guys. for ur information, im not looking for replacement now. i just need time to heal. if i need you guys, i'll call oke. stop worries bout me and try to hv faith on me..

p/s : I love everything that I hv now..

^_^

you cant bring back the past.

its gone.

all you can do is let go.

move on

and make better memories for the future.

untuk awak.

assalamualaikum..
salam perpisahan dari saya buat awak. mungkin sudah suratan takdir kita tak dijodohkan bersama. sepanjang perkenalan kita, saya akui saya banyak menyakitkan hati awak. saya sedar diri saya serba kekurangan dan awaklah insan yang selalu berada disisi saya tika suka dan duka. benar kata orang bahawa kita tak akan sedar bertapa berharganya nilai seseorang apabila dia di sisi kita dan apabila kita sedar akan hakikat itu, semuanya dah terlambat. kehilangan awak banyak mengubah diri saya. saya akui saya seorang yang ego, bongkak, keras kepala dan banyak menyusahkan awak. awak tetap sabar menghadapi kerenah saya walaupun kadang-kadang bagi awak biarlah awak yang susah asalkan awak dapat melihat saya tersenyum. awak tahu kan saya tidak pandai membuat keputusan. setiap keputusan yang saya buat hasilnya akan menyebabkan saya sendiri kesusahan dan hanya ada awak yang selalu menyelesaikan masalah saya. saya benci awak memaksa saya walaupun setiap paksaan awak tersirat pelbagai kebaikan untuk saya. saya tidak suka dengar awak marahkan saya tapi tanpa saya sedar setiap amarah awak mengandungi pengajaran kepada saya. saya rimas bila awak kawal saya walaupun saya sedar apa yang awak lakukan hanya untuk mengelakkan saya menjadi buah mulut orang lain. saya tidak matang kan? awak selalu ada di saat saya perlukan awak tapi saya acapkali tiada untuk awak. kini, saya dah sedar akan kelemahan saya namun kesedaran saya dah terlambat. andainya suatu hari nanti awak membaca coretan saya ini, hanyalah maaf yang mampu saya pinta dari awak. terima kasih kerana awak pernah menjadi sebahagian daripada saya. terima kasih atas pengorbanan awak yang tak sempat saya hargai. sesungguhnya saya begitu khilaf di saat itu. cuma saya permintaan yang saya pinta daripada awak, seandainya suatu hari nanti saya bersedih, izinkan saya untuk terus mengingati detik-detik kita bersama sebagai pengubat hati. saya doakan awak berbahagia di sana.

salam sayang,
saya...