Word, Moment and Time

Three things you cannot recover in life:

 the WORD after its said,

 the MOMENT after its missed,

 and

 the TIME after its gone.

Hijrah~

"...dahulu, aku kurang baik..
kini aku ingin jadi lebih baik..

semalam, aku penuh berdosa..
hari ini, aku berusaha mencari pahala..

aku yang terbuat salah, maafkan aku..
orang yang membuat salah, aku maafkan..

bila aku menangis, Engkau selalu ada..
tidak nampak, tapi tetap merasa..

dalam doa ku mohon ampunan..
dalam niat ku ingin perubahan..."

 

p/s: putih, tidak selalunya putih...hitam, tidak selamanya hitam...basuhlah dengan jiwa yang tenang, pasti ada perubahan...berubah, anda mampu mengubah...insyaAllah, bersamaNya, harum mewangi.

My Birthday~

-13 May 2012-

# thanks to Farhanaizra Rofie and Nur Syahadah for the surprise and lovely cupcakes. there are so lovely dat i cant even bite it at the first place~

# thanks to Azalea Tsu for bashing me with Johnson's baby powder aka payback time~

# thanks to Hasnini Hassan, Cahaya Hazirah, Nor Zariah Zaza, Nor Iylia Iylia and Syzlline Diana for the most adorable bear and nasi goreng~

# thanks to all my friends for wishing my birthday~

p/s : enjoying all the best moments even though there are not much leisure time for myself this week..~

10 - 2012 - 5

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u jd gf i ley?

hahaha.. klaka nye ur joke..

klakarnya u gelak :p

may I know whats ur reason to propose me out of blue?

 idk. i like u. n I'm happy having u beside me. also I've been thinking this thing 4 awhile. so, here i am, asking u. :)

u r kidding, right? u r not serious, right?

I'm serious. y? r u doubting me?

well, u know that i been dumped, right? So, its hard for me to trust men..I've been hurt and I don't wanna be hurt anymore..

i know. n i know the pain of being dumped. It just that, I dun have much time in uitm anymore. So, it's now or never. I know I'm kinda childish but there are certain things that I'm serious. I do like u, n I want to change our friendship to a relationship. Its not that I want your answer right now, but, if u have any doubt bout me, do ask me k.

why do u like me?

cz from what can I see of u. u jz being urself. n that's one of reasons i like u.

bout ur reason, rasanya every girl pon mcm tuh gak..

Idk. I like u as who u r. n somehow, that makes me want to be ur special. I'm not bluffing u or whatsoever. kalau nk i gtw reason, why I like u, mmg I xtaw. But, 1 thing I know is that, I do like u, n I do love u..

idk.. just scared to trust men...

even me??

well, hate to say but yes.. unless u can prove dats u r different from others.. 

how do u want me to prove myself that I'm different than others? cz wif our current distance, it's hard for me to prove, right?

hah.. one more thing.. I dont trust long distance relationship.. cz anything can happen 

yes. me too. i's also seeking for a serious relationship. that's y i'm asking u now. Will u be my gf? 

how bout age??

y about it? u dont like our age differences?

so, u dont bother bout it??

nope, to me, age is jz numbers. our age differences is only 2 years, right? n thats fine by me.

someone used to said dat im nothing but a troublemaker.. can u cope with it??

Yes. I will. Kte jz kna jujur la. If anything comes up, kte kna bincang sama la kn. jgn simpan masalah between us. kn?

A### nk mcm mna??

I want us to be together. Not jz some cinta monyet.

idk. u dont care if people talked bout it??

nope. Why should i care?

mna la nk tau.. mulut manusia kn xreti diam..

ala, klau org nk bkata, biarkn je la.klau ada org bkata tu, mksdnya org tu jelez la, kn? btol x? huhuhu.

xda mkna nya nk jelez..

i'm jz saying. huhuhu. knape? awk xse ke dgn jarak umur kte?

honestly.. i'm looking for husband in future.. n i dont think dat u r ready for that..

mybe I'm not ready. Yes, I know I dont hv a job n stable life. But I'm preparing my life for that. So, in the mean time, I want to get to know u much closer.

kalau xnk jwb smpai bila2 blh x??

yela. menunggu jwpn awk lama2, sakit  tu. huhu.

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p/s : hahaha.. i miss when someone asked me for my heart long time ago n now, its happened but i cant accept it due to particular reasons. gomenasai  :'(

TEARS

Ada 2 titis air mata mengalir di sebuah sungai. 

Satu titis air mata tu menyapa air mata yg satu lagi, 

"Saya air mata seorang gadis yang mencintai seorang lelaki tetapi telah kehilangannya. Siapa kamu pula?”

 Jawab titis air mata kedua tu, 

 "Saya air mata seorang lelaki yang menyesal membiarkan seorang gadis yang mencintai saya berlalu begitu sahaja. ”

 

=)

Colourful..

as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will.

you'll have your heart broken, probably more than once and its harder every time.

you'll break hearts too. so, remember how it felt when someone broke yours. 

You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in Love with them.

you probably blame a new love for things an old one did. you'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you.

so take many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back..

(^_^)

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