Last trip for this semester ♥

Well, I'm not in mood of writing, lets pictures talk ~

-me- 

- me and friends -

- me and friends - 

- sya laughing to zarul's jokes -

- us - 

- me and I-do-not-know-his-name walking together almost two and half hours chatting bout his campus -

- me and sya - 

- us -

- sya -

- khajar - 

- bella -

  - candid picture -

- hana, khajar, me and bella -

 - hana, khajar, me and bella -

- us -

- ijam and Q -

 -peace-

-nadia n syahadah- 

-nadia n sya-

 -sya n nadia-

-mahirah, syikin, me n sya-

-Masjid Kristal-

-sya n farhana-

-me n sya-

-me n sya-

- main entrance-

-kubah Masjid Kristal-

-kubah Masjid Kristal-

-Pusat Konvensyen-

-sya alone-

-signboard-

-the end-

okbai.

kawan n "kawan"

‎"bila dh ada someone special dlm hidup kita, org slalu ckp kita akan lebih cenderung utk lupakan kwn"

- dulu rasa mcm ayat tu mengarut ja..tp skrang aku rasa aku dah mula faham kenapa org terpaksa memilih utk lupakan kwn..terlalu banyak alasan utk dijelaskan..we could be friends, and we could be strangers too..♥-

credit to : Nurul Syazreen Mohd Yusop

=)

Cinta datang dalam pelbagai cara, kasih hati siapa yang tahu. Rasa sayang itu 

Allah yang punya, tepuk dada tanya yang Satu.

How to Tell if Shy Guy Likes You ~

He tends to choose a place where you are always in front of his sight:

If he has many options but always chooses to sit or be at a spot where he can easily and silently watch you, then, ‘ahem ahem’, there is a possibility that he likes you! Does that happen in your case? Well if it does, the shy guy is into you signs are at their beginning!

There is frequent eye contact: 

You always notice him watch you, and then, when you look back at him, he pretends to look behind you or starts looking elsewhere, like the floor for example! That seems to be their favorite spot for escape. This is the topmost among the signs a shy guy likes you! When he is caught looking at you, he pretends to look behind you or past you, then notice carefully, he is still looking at you! You can make out from his eyes that he wasn’t just looking at you, he was watching you.

His body language is different towards you: 

Notice the body language. He is all cool and open with others, but, when it comes to you, he turns out to be very quiet, shy, hesitant and reluctant to be friendly with you. Now, you will tend to misunderstand this as if the guy is trying to ignore you and that the guy doesn’t like you. But he is madly head over heels for you! That’s why he can’t get the courage to speak to you or even look at you when he knows you are looking at him. If you notice carefully, his face will go red and palms will go all wet when you are around. Don’t try to touch his palms to check on that, he will definitely freak out!

Ends up asking dumb questions:

It’s not that he is going to purposely try to start a conversation with you, but if (unfortunately or fortunately for him) a situation occurs wherein he needs to say something, he just ends up asking a dumb open ended question!! and when you give a reply (figuring out in your mind what was he meaning to ask you), he just stays quiet and takes an excuse from you after a period of silence. Bottom line is, if he is not able to start a conversation with you, but has no intentions to end it too, he definitely likes you. Don’t forget to notice the smile on his face and the glitter in his eyes. The guy will be blushing all the time he is around you. 

Bumps into you all the time: 

You end up seeing him almost everywhere you go! You can’t miss out on this sign because it cannot be a coincidence. I mean do you expect him to be at all the places that you visit, at the same time as yours and then believe it to be coincidence? Wake up! This is a sure sign that he likes you and that’s why is following your schedule so that you notice him and that he doesn’t get to miss a chance to observe you closely! (So sweet)

Do you get anonymous notes?: 

This is something that a shy guy would think 1000 times before doing! But then he wants to tell you how he feels about you but yet doesn’t want it to be too obvious. If you see notes on your desk saying,”you’re beautiful” or “you look pretty”, your shy guy is flirting with you signs are on!

Becomes loud so that you notice him: 

As I mentioned earlier, he will make sure that you are within his line of vision wherever he sits or settles, be it school, workplace or social gatherings. He is too scared to tell it to you on your face, but within, he wants your attention desperately! So, while he is talking to his friends, colleagues, he will try to be a little louder than required so that your attention goes to him, even if for a minute, at least you noticed him, didn't you?

You are his all time favorite topic:

If he can’t stop talking about you to his close friends and can go on and on and on with it, he is definitely got the hots for you! If you guys happen to have some common friends, check with them. It might surprise you that the shy guy is attracted to you signs are genuine and that you are the only one in his mind and he is desperate to enter your heart!

He does small and sweet gestures: 

One of the signs a shy guy likes you is the small favors and gestures that he will do for you even when they are not required. For Example, he will help you pick up things that you might have dropped. Or he will keep the lift waiting for you. Or may be compliment you each and every time, even when not required! (ha ha) Get coffee for you at your desk, the list can go on and on and on.

He gets uncomfortable when other guys talk to you:

If you are still confused as to how to tell if a shy guy likes you, this can be the sign to look for, and he is totally, surely, madly into you, and that’s why can’t even bear the sight of you being with someone else! There is this feeling of insecurity in his mind that someone else might just sweep you away from him, and so he gets all uncomfortable and weird.

Avoid you in the group: 

The next sign to check for is this. If you and your ‘shy guy’ happens to be in one group, and he ends up talking to everyone but YOU, don’t think that he hates you. It’s an obvious sign that he has feelings for you and that he gets paranoid and shaky from the thought of even talking to you. I know it’s weird, but I don’t know what makes the shy guys think that girls are unapproachable.



I think, that they think you are their angel from heaven and the thought of you rejecting him scares the hell out of him.



So, if all these signs a shy guy likes you, are the same as what your guy does to you, then it’s clear that he likes you. I know it is very irritating as you can’t wait for weeks, months or even years for them to overcome their shyness! He doesn’t even talk when you try to start a conversation. But all this comes from his shyness and nothing else. Girls always want guys to approach them and take the first step. But when it comes to shy guys, all I would like to say is, GIRLS, if you think that he is the one, then don’t wait for him to take the first step! Take the initiative to be friends with him and make yourself approachable. Once the shy guy overcomes the shyness, they can be great lovers and mates. They not only tend to be your partners for life, but also the best friends you never had. And forget about cheating on you, because you know the way he acted when he liked you! right? I am sure this relationship advice will be very helpful to many of you. All the best!

- c&p -

=)

“When someone you love dies, and you're not expecting it, you don't lose her all 

at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time - the way the mail stops coming, 

and her scent fades away from the pillows and even from the clothes in her 

closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are gone. 

Just when the day comes - when there's a particular missing part that 

overwhelms you with the feeling that she's gone, forever - there comes another 

day, and another specifically missing part.”

― John Irving, A Prayer for Owen Meany ―

# miss someone who always said "you're hot...... HOT TEMPER ! hahahaha =)

- Happy Birthday -

- Happy Birthday -

p/s : better late than never 

.

Just fun.

Today is a brand new day.

A fresh start.

Replace any negativity thoughts.

Exercise.

Drink lots water.

Fill your body with fuel.

Healthy is happy.

Inspire yourself.

Create.

Laugh.

Play.

Love.

Learn.

Pray.

Give someone  a compliment.

Make a new friend.

Do a random act of kindness.

Believe in karma.

Take chances.

Start living life to its fullest.

No matter what's thrown at you today, smile and remember, tomorrow's always a fresh new start.

Guys vs Girls ..

Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love, they become poor.When girls are in love they become pretty.

Guys can forget but can't forgive. Girls can forgive but can't forget.

Guys break up when they feel love from another girl. Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.

Guys feels curiosity towards all girls. Girls feel curiosity towards guys who interested in them.

When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy. 

Finally.

Guys wish to be her first love. Girls wish to be his last.

p/s : I miss the moment with you so damn much.. 

Dreams

Life is a difficult assignment.


We are fragile creatures, expected to function at high rates of speed, and asked to accomplish great and small things each day.


These daily activities take enormous amounts of energy. Most things are out of our control.


We are surrounded by danger, frustration, grief, and insanity as well as love, hope, ecstasy, and wonder.


Being fully human is an exercise in humility, suffering, grace, and great humor.


Things and people all around us die, get broken, or are lost.


There is no safety or guarantees.


The way to accomplish the assignment of truly living is to engage fully, richly, and deeply in the living of your dreams. We are made to dream and to live those dreams.


p/s : Make Your Creative Dreams Real: A Plan for Procrastinators, Perfectionists, Busy People, and People Who Would Really Rather Sleep All Day

Sorry..

I'm sorry but I'm not the person you used to know because after what i had been through had changed me into another person.. 

p/s : my "old" me had died after my "new" me born..

Advice To Myself.

If I could go back in time and meet myself, I would give the following advice to myself..

1. You never know what you have until it’s gone. Don’t take anything for granted.

2. Focus on your strength, not on your weakness. Don’t ever stop doing what you are really good at doing. That’s the essence of who you are.

3. If someone walks out of your life, it’s not the end of your story. It’s just the end of their role in your story.

4. Be yourself. Don’t compare your life to others, you have no idea what their journey is all about.

5. Don’t ever shut a door, you might want to go back.

6. When a door closes, several other doors open up. Don’t waste your time crying in front of a closed door

7. God takes away what you desire to give you more than what you desire. Trust his will.

8. Never a failure, always a lesson. You have not failed – if you learn something from the experience, if it helps you become a better person, if you rise again after every time you fall.

9. If you feel like an outsider, if you feel like you don’t belong somewhere, it doesn’t mean you don’t belong anywhere. It just means you have not yet found where you truly belong. Things always get better, so hang in there.

10. Think before you speak, wait before you criticize and try before you quit.

11. Don’t tell your problems to others. 90% don’t care and the other 10% are happy that you are having them!

12. Life is not meant to be perfect, it’s imperfections are necessary to make us perfect spiritually.

13. Don’t waste your life adoring people who ignore you and ignoring people who adore you, loving those who hurt you and hurting those who love you. There is no need to chase love or wait for friendship. It is there all around you, learn to recognize and value those who truly matter.

14. Let go. Remember the rule , everything that you have always wanted comes the very second you stop looking for it.

15. Forgive everyone for everything even if they are not sorry. Life is too short to waste time holding grudge or being angry at anyone.

P/s: C&P

Happy Friendship Day

When we first talked to each other I knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept on growing and I'll be here for you to the end. You listen when I have a problem and help dry the tears from my face. You take away my sorrow and put happiness in its place. We can't forget the fun we've had. Laughing 'til our faces turn blue. Talking of things only we find funny. People think we're insane. If they only knew! I guess this is my way of saying thanks for catching me when I fall. Thanks once again for being such a good friend and being here with me through it all.

# Muhammad Izzuddin Hilmi Neamat

# Azalea Nur Mohd Suhaimi

# Nurul Atiqah Shahrul Zaman

# Edika Fiq

# Nurul Hazirah Amir Hamzah

# Alyaniff Ahmad Zaini

# Adam 

thanks guys =)

Live Life Hope

Did you know when you dream about a person, 

that person went to sleep thinking bout you ?

Did you know when the person  you like  looks at you and then looks down,

they 're crazy  bout you ?

Did you know when that person looked at you a lot,

they can't live without you ?

Did you know when a person looks at you directly in the eyes, 

they love you more that you think ?

Did you know when they leave, 

they say bye too much because they dont want to let you go ?

I wish I was Her..

Always knew that when we said goodbye

It wouldn't last forever

Always thought that I'd run into you

And we'd get back together

Now you're here

Just like I imagined

But never once did it cross my mind

That you could move on

You've found someone

It breaks my heart

Cuz you're so in love

I wish that my touch

Makes you smile just like that

And I wish that I had you

the way that she has

Cuz I still remember the love

I left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mine

I think somebody's tryin' to talk to me

But I can't hear a word they're saying

All I can do is stare at you

I don't even know why I'm staying

Never thought, I'd cry to see you Happy 

Its Just I Thought that your happiness

Was right here with me

I know we're through

It's no use

Still I can't help but feel

I wish that my touch

Makes you smile just like that

And I wish that I had you

The way that she has you

 Cuz I still remember the love

I left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mine

The way that she has you

I wish that was me

There's no place on earth

That I'd rather be

Cuz I still remember the love

I left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mine

I used to be right beside you

Now I'm not even kept inside your heart

I put our love upon a shelf

But now it's gone

Cuz you belong to someone else

Oh I wish that were me

There's no place On earth

That I'd rather be

Cuz I still remember the love

I left behind

Oh I wish I was her

And you were mine 

Little secret..

2008...

kebiasaan aku selepas habis class, aku lepak kat library main chess dengan budak-budak chess kt situ. ada suatu hari jumaat, aku ke library dengan harapan xramai orang yang main chess since all boys akan ke masjid untuk solat jumaat. masuk je library, aku lihat ada muka baru yang lepak skali dengan budak2 main chess. agak handsome.. 

" hye chicken little.."

" hye siti.. sit here and join us.."

" we got a new member eh? "

" hahaha.. this is my classmate.."

pusing kat mamat handsome tuh, then pura-pura friendly...

" hye there, welcome to the club.." #smile..

" terima kasih "

" er, x gerak lagi ke? "

" gerak?? gerak ke mana? "

" solat jumaat la.."

" err..."

" hahahaha.. siti. he's not Muslim ma.. his may look like Malay.. his father is an Indian while his mother is a Chinese.."

" owh really?? sorry.."

" nevermind.. i used to it.." #smile..

" eh, i got to go.. see u guys next time ok.."

" what, lets have a games before u leave siti "

" i cant, my mom already waiting me at the school gate.."

" oke then,see u next time.."

2012...

after jogging, aku lepak kt kerusi di padang bola untuk lepaskan lelah..dah lama x jogging..

" hye, its been a while since i saw u.."

" hye.. r u stay here? i mean ur house in this area too?? "

" yeah, why? "

" well, i never knew. well, how are you?"

" hahaha, u never asked before. i'm fine. that is my house and u see the room with open window?? that is my room.."

" well, my house at.."

" i know where is your house.. i know you like stay at your balcony reading novel till u fall asleep there.."

" ha, how come u know that? " #blushing..

" well, a little bird told told me.." # smile

" let me guess, azri? "

" nope.. "

" then who?? "

" hahaha..secret .. erm, now, u wearing tudung.. what happen to ur hair?? "

" well, for us as a Muslim girls,we need to cover our hair and it is essential..it is one of my religion's rules..  

" owh,but before u just let ur hair free.. erm, that tudung wont bother u? i mean u have a nice hair but u cant let people see it.."

" well , i'm not mature enuf to follow the rules before but now, i guess i need to follow it and its not bothering me at all since wearing tudung can protect my hair from the sun.. well,i can show my hair to my family, my girl friends and my husband-in-future.."

" owh, but still, u looked nice and sweet.."

" hahaha, nonsense.. " 

" er, may i ask u something? "

" sure, what it is??"

" do u have someone special now?"

" ha? izzit necessary for you to know and for me to answer??"

" err, i'm just asking, and if u dont mind answering my question.."

" well, i dont have one yet .."

" really? do u want to know a little secret??"

" a secret should remains secret and if u reveal it, it wont be a secret anymore" 

" hahaha, i dont mind reveal my secret to u.."

" what izzit?? "

" first u must promise that u wont laugh at me.."

" ok, i promise "

" erm... u used to be my favorite girl at school. "

# speechless..

" eh, got to go.. well, if u like, i can jog with u next time.."

he left and aku masih kaku like a statue.. memang tergamam.. then aku balik dengan keadaan tersenyum.. =)

11.07 - 6.8.2012

engagement..

check list :

• i) Al-Quran - checked.
• ii) sirih junjung - checked.
• iii) baju kemeja - checked.
• iv) kasut - checked.
• v) belt and wallet - checked.
• vi) buah-buahan - a.s.a.p
• vii) cake/ puding / chocolate - a.s.a.p

p/s : tarikh kalau xda aral, 28/8/2012 - Kuala Kangsar =)
p/s/s : sekadar gambar hiasan.. =)

tears

aku : kalau aku sakit, kau tolong jagakan eh..
kau : ah, xpayah mengada.. kau dah besar, jaga diri sendiri..

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

kau : kan aku dah cakap, jangan main panas, kan dah demam...
aku : buat apa kau datang??
kau : abis, nk harap kau jaga diri sendiri pon xmampu..neh aku ada belikan bubur ayam McD kau suka tuh..
aku : xda selera..
kau : jangan mengada.. ubat pon aku dah belikan.. degil mcm anak badak..


# apsal kau datang lg walaupon hanya dalam mimpi?? aku benci kau !!

memories~

tetiba teringat kisah lama,

S : nanti awk jadi saya punya isteri ye..

me : boleh tapi kalau awak lamar saya time hari jadi saya ke-25..

S : awak tunggu ye..

# jari kelingking bertemu jari kelingking~

p/s : dah 8 tahun, awak ingat saya lg x?? =)

I'm tired.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of yelling.

I'm tired of being sad.

I'm tired of pretending.

I'm tired of being alone.

 I'm tired of fake people. 

I'm tired of being angry.

I'm tired of feeling crazy.

I'm tired of feeling stuck.

I'm tired of needing help.

I'm tired of remembering.

I'm tired of missing things.

I'm tired of feeling jealous. 

 

I'm tired of being different.

I'm tired of missing people.

 

I'm tired of immature people. 

I'm tired of feeling worthless.

I'm tired of feeling empty inside.

I'm tired of not being able to just let go.

I'm tired of wishing i could start all over.

I'm tired of dreaming of a life I never have.

But most of all, I'm tired of being tired.

Friendship

True friendship is the gift of God. The English poet has once said-

"Society, friendship and love

Divinely bestowed upon man".

So, friendship is divinely bestowed upon man. Since friendship is divine it should be cherished by every individual.

Friendship is no doubt useful Friends help in our difficulties. Friends save us in our dangers. Friends give us timely advice. Friends guide when we are perplexed. Friends wish our good friends like us from the core of their hearts. We feel relieved when we tell our sorrow to a friend. A true friend is our asset. Friends share our sorrow and redouble our joy. When we are in pain and agony our friends soothe us. They console us.

Money is an enemy of friendship. Everybody has an attraction for money. When lending or borrowing of money is done between two friends, there is great risk. Friendship may be affected. So it is wise for true friends to avoid monetary transaction. Vanity is another element which breaks friendship. Everybody has self-respect. When a person tries to criticize his friend, their friendship is affected. So friendship must be treated very delicately.

Very often some hypocrites pretend to be friends. They are more dangerous than avowed enemies. By telling soft words they bring enormous ruin to us. A true friend never exploits. He rather surrenders. But at present, the meaning of friendship has changed.

There are many fair-weathered friends. They terminate their friendly tie as soon as their interests are fulfilled. It is very difficult to find a true friend today. It is better to establish true friendship with either a dog or an elephant. Both these beasts will remain faithful to their human friends. Today, friendship between two persons is short-lived.

Good friends exercise good influence. They always help their friends, in distress and inspire them to walk on the right path. But evil friends ruin us completely.